The Peachy Magnolia

Florida was absolutely fantastic! The condo was nice and and it was so much fun to go swimming everyday! I got a fantastic tan and, unfortunately, a horrible sunburn, but that didn't ruin the fun! One day we went to the beach and I found 73 seashells. I think I've started a new collection!  I would love to collect as many seashells as I can from each beach I go to and keep them all in a little labeled bottle. That is definitely on my bucket list now! So, yes, I did have a lot of fun and I would love to back sometime soon! I hope you enjoyed reading about my vacation and I, also, hope that if anxiety is holding you back from doing something, please don't let it! Sure things might not go as planned, but that's how life is and anxiety won't change the outcome either way.  Lots of Love, Meagan :)

I have to say I am so glad that I did not let my anxiety control me and I was able to make it out the door yesterday morning without having a panic attack! I am having a great time so far   and we are only on day 2! I have my own room and bathroom.(Well, I have my own room at home but I do not have my own bathroom.) The balcony is great because we can see the ocean from it and its absolutely beautiful! I mean, just look at this scenery.      Beautiful, isn't it? :) My posts will, unfortunately, be shorter because I am posting from my tablet and it is extremely difficult to do! So, I will have to end it here. :( Don't worry though because once I get home and back to my computer, I will post more pics and give more details! Thanks for being patient!  Lots of Love, Meagan :)

Yes, I know. Anxiety is a part of life and I should be used to it by now, but sometimes it's just so hard to deal with! The thing that is causing me so much anxiety...Vacation. Yes, the thing that is meant to calm you down is just causing me to have panic attacks! I know it's silly, but I really can't help it. It's just the way I feel. I really want to go, but every time I think about it, I have a panic attack and I really want to back out. Emetophobia is the main reason I really don't want to go. What if I get sick? What if someone else gets sick? That is literally all my mind thinks about every time we go on vacation. It's really a never ending cycle with this phobia. You're scared of your own body and there's no way to get away from it. I hope I can get through it and I hope I don't back out at the last minute, but I have to admit that I am terrified about this! :( Well, for right now, I am going to try to stay positive and if I decide to go, th

Fourth of July has been a success so far! We had a delicious buffet of food (hot dogs, pasta salad, baked beans, and cupcakes for dessert!) and now we're about to get ready so we can go and shoot some fireworks. I'll try to put some pictures up later! I hope everyone has a fun and safe fourth of July!  Lots of Love,  Meagan :)