The Peachy Magnolia

Yes, I have been absent lately and you probably know why just by reading the title. Yes, I am having to do Summer School. I failed the first semester of algebra so I am having to retake it which isn't that bad. All I have to do is attend all of the online classes and do the work. The only problem is...MATH! Math is my worst and least favorite subject (which explains why I failed it!) but the only choice I have is to suffer through it and pass it this time. I only have two more weeks left of it so I guess it could be worse, right? Anyway, I can't make this post any longer because my class starts at 9:00. On the bright side, there is a Friday the 13th marathon on Syfy right now! Of course, I will have to wait until my class is over and my work is done before I can actually enjoy it. ;) Lots of Love, Meagan :)

 I finally have my sleeping schedule back on track so I feel fantastic! The past two weeks I've been  going to bed at about 1 in the morning and sometimes even later than that so, of course, I would be tired and agitated the next day. However the past two nights, I have gone to bed at 11 and I wake up around 7 or 8 in the morning which I perfect! Personally, I am a morning person so I always feel so much better when I wake up early rather than sleeping in late. I've had my morning coffee and breakfast so now I am officially ready to start my day! :) Plus, I got my new glasses yesterday and I love the way they look on me! Here is a pic... Lots of Love, Meagan :)

 As you may know, 50 people lost their lives last night and 50 others are in the hospital fighting for their lives. I wanted to make this entire post about them because that is the least I can do for all of the victims and their family. I am so sorry that they are going through this and I will be praying for every single one of them! They all deserve a moment of silence. Pray for Orlando. Pray for this country. Pray for the World.

 Since I am now officially a senior in high school, I have been thinking about what I should do with my life. I have a lot of ideas of what I could do, but none have screamed at me and said "Yes, this is what you should be doing with your life!"  So, I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. As I've said before, I love to write so it would be amazing if I could make a career out of that. However, I know it would be difficult to make a living out of that. Lately, I've also been into video games. Not only do I love playing them, but I also love to see how they're made and I absolutely love when the graphics are so well done that they look real. So, maybe, I could be a video game writer. (Yes, that occupation does exist. lol) Maybe, I could even try to become a video game voice actress...I know that's way out there, but it's always a possibility. I figured I can go to college and get a Bachelor's of Fine Arts degree in creative writing, or, dare

 I've, unfortunately, been on edge the last few days. It seems like nothing is going right and life is getting more and more frustrating everyday. I know it's not going to get any easier, but I have to keep it together for my family, my friends, and, most importantantly, me. I have to remind myself that mistakes are going to happen in life. Ginormous mistakes and teeny tiny mistakes. They are going to happen. I just have to learn how to react to them in a decent way.  I made a teeny tiny mistake earlier toady and I reacted in a way I shouldn't have. It wasn't extremely bad, but I'm still not proud of it. I yelled at my family even though I knew it was completely my fault. After the mess was all cleaned up, I cried my eyes out. I have to admit that after I had myself a good cry, I felt a lot better. Even though this day didn't go as planned, I'm still appreciative that I had this experience so I could learn from it. Mistakes are going to happen. Life i