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Thinking about the future...

 Since I am now officially a senior in high school, I have been thinking about what I should do with my life. I have a lot of ideas of what I could do, but none have screamed at me and said "Yes, this is what you should be doing with your life!"

 So, I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place.

As I've said before, I love to write so it would be amazing if I could make a career out of that. However, I know it would be difficult to make a living out of that. Lately, I've also been into video games. Not only do I love playing them, but I also love to see how they're made and I absolutely love when the graphics are so well done that they look real. So, maybe, I could be a video game writer. (Yes, that occupation does exist. lol) Maybe, I could even try to become a video game voice actress...I know that's way out there, but it's always a possibility. I figured I can go to college and get a Bachelor's of Fine Arts degree in creative writing, or, dare I say it, acting. I don't know...I just hope that I make up my mind before I graduate so I can go ahead and pick out a college and a major.





                As we all know life is crazy, so anything could happen!





Lots of Love,
Meagan :)

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