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Sometimes you just need a little cry...

 I've, unfortunately, been on edge the last few days. It seems like nothing is going right and life is getting more and more frustrating everyday. I know it's not going to get any easier, but I have to keep it together for my family, my friends, and, most importantantly, me. I have to remind myself that mistakes are going to happen in life. Ginormous mistakes and teeny tiny mistakes. They are going to happen. I just have to learn how to react to them in a decent way.


 I made a teeny tiny mistake earlier toady and I reacted in a way I shouldn't have. It wasn't extremely bad, but I'm still not proud of it. I yelled at my family even though I knew it was completely my fault. After the mess was all cleaned up, I cried my eyes out. I have to admit that after I had myself a good cry, I felt a lot better.

Even though this day didn't go as planned, I'm still appreciative that I had this experience so I could learn from it.

Mistakes are going to happen. Life is going to happen.








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