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Dating is hard...

 It's true. Dating is hard, but it's even harder if you have no idea what you are doing. Like me, for instance. I, honestly, have no idea what I am doing. I have had boyfriends before, but I've never been on a date or done the "huggy/kissy" stuff that boyfriends and girlfriends usually do. In fact, that stuff kind of makes me uncomfortable. I mean I would love to have a boyfriend, but I guess I want one that's kind of like me in a way. One that's shy, awkward, and would like to take things slow...really slow. I would want us to be friends first and then if it turns into something more then I'll take it.


 I have tried dating sites, but most boys on there creep me out. They ask me really inappropriate questions and are really pushy to meet me in person so I would really prefer to meet someone in real life. I think I've decided to just stick with homeschooling so meeting someone at school is out of the question. Even if I don't find anyone to date, I would like to get some friends or at least just get out of the house. I would love to get back in church because I haven't been going like I should plus I would get some sort of social interaction. My other options would be getting a job or volunteering somewhere which are some great things to do over the summer. I just don't know. Hopefully, everything works out in the end and I make some friends by the end of this summer or maybe, even get a date to my senior prom! ;)



 In the meantime, I have to keep being positive and remind myself that God is in control and that he has everything already figured out. I just have to trust in his timing and be patient!
                                                         


 (P.S. I will be posting the gender reveal later today so stay tuned for that!)


Lots of Love,
Meagan :)

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